why?

why can't i be with you?
a part of me wants too
but i just can't and i couldn't
this feeling of pain and betrayal
aproaches.
it's not tht i can't, i can
but friendship is the best thing we have
seeing that die
is something i dont want to risk to try

how could i hurt her
the one most important to me
even though she says it's okay
i know she telling lies.
i cant risk to see a friendship die
and perish through the night.

i'm sorry,
but i rather die then to try,
even though we may turn out great
there is someone else out there for you
it may be me it may not we will see
right now
just be here with me
hear me out.